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20 August 2010 @ 12:14 am
Yes, ladies and gentlemen: I quit LJ, if you haven't read the comment I gave to my awesome sis, lexivee .
You all keep misunderstanding me to the point where I really can't say what I want to here.
Not anymore.
I'm being misunderstood and now slaughtered.
I feel like I have to be defensive, and walk on egg shells.
I'm sorry, but that's not the path I choose to live.
I know someone will mistake this entry, too.
But... all is well at home now, why the fuck would it matter here?
It didn't.
Goodbye LJ.
And no, this isn't a guilt trip.
Mood: apathetic
19 August 2010 @ 07:25 pm
Mike just left, and I see I'm a horrible person. So all in all, I'm sorry. But there, this is a nicer tbg note. Peace.

And even if I wish I could erase this all, I can't. Staying. In hopes of a better tomorrow, and a much more distant past... sigh.

faith: collapsing.
17 August 2010 @ 11:06 pm
Visited JPopAsia to get some translations and stuff. I finally started watching more LM.C videos, something I haven't done in a long, long time. I usually just listened to the music and if it had a good beat, I would just love it right off the bat. But now I'm watching videos, looking for translations, and even thinking about learning Japanese again. XD; I'm so lazy, though. Hurm.

LM.C - "Punky Heart" [vid] has got to be my favorite. The lyrics are cheerful, and so is the video itself! Maya and Aiji are both adorable in it. Go check it out!

Lyrics for LM.C - Punky HeartCollapse )
Mood: calm
Music: LM.C // punky heart
17 August 2010 @ 09:46 pm

Another movie by Wes Craven. Looks pretty damn sweet, if ya ask me.
Mood: excited
Okay, okay! It was about damn time I posted it here on LJ for all to see, as well. I have posted it on my deviantART journal entry here, as well as my Twitter here. So what is the story behind all of this? I'll tell you.

My friend on dA named OfOneSoul wrote a journal entry in the NEWS section of DA. She's trying to find a comic artist since she already has the story done, copy-written and all! At first I was hesitant, as you can see in the comments... (I'm Vigilante88.) But Mike convinced me that this is a one chance in a lifetime! Why not take it? So, I asked if I was applicable... she said I was! What, wow?!?!?! Awesome! She's noting me about the details tomorrow.

Why is this more awesome than just any other "comic" out there?


Man... I'm just... Wow. I hope I get hired and can maintain focus, I'm so psyched.

A big thank you to all of the people who told me my art was good and awesome, they loved it, were fans of it, or just told me to keep trying and practicing. A big fuck you, however, to people who hated my art or said I half-assed it when I TRIED. Or just told me to give up; art wasn't "for me". Proved your asses wrong, much?

I hope I get this place, and if so? I might need some critic help; even if you don't "consider" yourself an artist. I need even harsh critic, and I need to be more on top and perfectionist with my work.

That's it. Just excited, man. Wow... Who have thought me, of all people, would be applicable for something this... awesome?
Mood: !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Music: Psyborg Corp. // my mechatronics
15 August 2010 @ 12:11 am
“Because we do not know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustable well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood? Some afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can’t even concieve of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even that. How many times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless.”

“A building gets torched. All that is left is ashes. I used to think that was true about everything. families, friends, feelings. But now I know, that sometimes, if love proves real, two people who are meant to be together— nothing can keep them apart.”

"People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can’t rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right."

“Little things used to mean so much to Shelly - I used to think they were kind of trivial. Believe me, nothing is trivial.”

And, my favorite...

"It can't rain all the time..."
Mood: in thought
Music: Nine Inch Nails // dead souls
14 August 2010 @ 06:20 pm
OOMPH! - "labyrinth" on youtube. Click here!

It's an Alice in Wonderland-type video, and the lyrics are great. I'll post a translation if anyone needs it... I just thought I would share this with you all, because it's one of my all-time favorites.

So, I'm obsessed with Dero again, the lead/drummer of OOMPH! Does anyone know where I can find icons of'im?

A deeper meaning:
I feel like the Mad Hatter, and Mike would be Alice... I feel as though I brought him into some crazy void with no escape, and ... I dunno, I feel horrible about my sanity... err, lack of? I hope I'm not as destructive as I come across to be sometimes...
Mood: blah
14 August 2010 @ 12:59 pm
A new Batman video game for PC, 360, and PS3 is coming out!!! Here is the official site.  I'm excited! The graphics look kick ass!

Now Arkham Asylum is a whole city, and Two-Face wants to execute Cat Woman (unsure of why). Batman must break into the prison to save Cat Woman. Can it get any better?!

Tons of villains are in this new video game, including Hugo Strange, who was created before The Joker himself!

Again, here's the official site. You can register for the game's sweepstakes. Five 1st place winners will win a black and white Batman statue by DC, after the model used for the video game itself. Ten 2nd place winners will win the graphic novel, Arkham Asylum, which I already own and it is awesome! So either way, you win. And on that page, you can apply for updates from the official site! WIN!?

A much more informative and longer entry is out in this month's Game Informer, so go to Gamestop and pick it up!
Mood: excited
14 August 2010 @ 03:29 am
What cheers you up the most when life gets you down?

My friends or my fiancee / soul mate, Mike.  And if none of them are around (which does happen, guys), then my music. Or my fandoms.
Mood: calm
Music: R A D I O
14 August 2010 @ 03:15 am
I listened to the whole Matrix Soundtrack just an hour or so ago. It was great to finally listen to good music. Mike also played some of the Batman Forever Soundtrack, which is well-done, but not my kind of music; even if the songs were good. (No offense to anyone!) Good stuff, now me and Mike are just relaxing to the radio station, The X, which is for alternative rock / metal in Ohio.

I noticed I have been feeling apathetic all day; from the time I wake up until I fall asleep. Every single day. This is bad, right? Right. I'm worried... I'll always tell myself, "Tomorrow, I'll do this, this and this to make up for today." I end up not doing that, though. I gotta put my foot down, shit. Apathy and me get along a bit too well, and I want to burn that bridge, most definitely.

I played more Pokemon Platinum yesterday. That was somewhat fun without codes and all. I'm so lazy these days, I swear. I might quit that one, though; and start Pokemon Heart Gold again. The person who wanted me to play Platinum is no longer in my life, therefore it doesn't seem that... "important".

Tons of art to draw, I know! I'm not forgetting... Not even with my eyes burning here at 3:11AM, lmao.

Also? aqua_crescent is drawing me Neo from The Matrix as a 22nd Birthday gift! Awesome...!!!

And to end this entry, I plan on writing fanfiction for:
- The Matrix (when I finish watching the third one; FML)
- Shutter Island (when I gather more information from Wiki, and possibly read the book?)
- The Crazies (when I finish it, God this is sad)
- Johnny the Homicidal Maniac [comic]
... more in thought.
Mood: tired
Music: R A D I O